Self reflection based on BBTs08

Sorry that this is RANT and may contain the 8th season finale of The Big Bang Theory series spoiler....
Read only if you are ok with rants and the spoiler.
NO. Seriously..
You have been warned.




I think some things in life must be thought of thoroughly. Like how Sheldon was abt to propose to Amy but she broke down from wariness? Some people might find themselves in situation that they love one another, they care so much, but at the end, if the other party is unapproachable, things will get down soon...

I want to be like Howard, a silly corny romantic,
I want to be like Raj, believing that there is THE ONE out there for me.
I want to be like Leonard, who is loyal and honest.
I want to be like Sheldon, who weighs his options and thinks of the future.
I want to be like Bernadette, who has a lion's heart.
I want to be like Amy, who has patience and understanding.
I want to be like Steward, thankful of all the chances in life
I want to be like Penny, who knows that you only live once...

I know that all these things are fictional and they could not all be in one person's character but damn, I wish to have those characters... Taking all the best out of these people, maybe my love, life and decisions would be made better, would be nurtured better and would be understood better...

The BBT series taught me a lot about love, and IDK why, after watching the 8th Season Finale, I felt like crying.

I feel for these characters' feelings and behaviours.
Penny flirted a lot, but stood loyal for Leonard to return because she loves him.
Leonard had a fling but it was un-intentional and he knew his mistake.
Raj wanted a love that is connecting, where he could show who he really is.
Emily thought she found a man who enjoys her awkward weird taste in life.
Bernadette needs to act strong to cover her physique.
Howard is always a coward because he's afraid he'll hurt someone.
Amy just wanted to feel loved, and she's hurt constantly as Sheldon gave her problems in their love life.
Sheldon thought that everyone was fine with him, even Amy and is now befuddled on what to do.
Steward celebrated his birthday with friends, finally.

and those things they did were reflected on me somehow.
IDK what I'm writing at this point, but I wish.. I really do wish that when that one day come, I could look back and be proud with what I've achieved. No secrets, no regrets.

-Bee

I'm an official Cosplayer!

Dear Diary, last March, I'm officially a cosplayer!

My first official character was Megurine Luka from Vocaloid!!! 

I was so excited!!! I went for a mini event in my area for a test run with my costume :D It was terrifying! I mean the experience of people looking at you intently was very unnerving. However, I thought, when can this happen again? I'm not exactly still young... So I YOLO-ed to go for another mall-sized event. 

This time, the participants were over 50 people and its very crowded. I did not have anyone with me, so I brought a mini bag with me. It was very tiring between scooting down to put my bag on the floor and continued by fixing my long wig before every photo!

I crazily did this for two days! TWO!!! I have no idea what corrupted my mind to make me that brave! After both days, I went home trembling!

They were after effects of my nerves breaking down after 5 hours roaming in the mall with no friends and no one I knew AND BEING A TOTAL NEWBIE!!! Plus, my super steep Gothic boots killed my feet!!! 

Yeah, it sucks if you don't have a friend who could help taking photos of you....

On the third day, I went as a seifuku girl... It was somehow creepy though... There was this one uncle who followed me around for a while and whenever I look at him, he will smile and pull up his camera to take photo. I'm very sure it was me he took photo of... I even met him in front of a restaurant we were dining in after me and my popular friend escaped the crowd to the third floor!!!

Not to mention the car stickers are sugee-amazing!!! 

All in all it was a wonderful experience! 

I hope I can get many more friends in this community!

Wish me luck!!!

By the way, kindly follow my cosplay/ blogging Facebook Page~

https://www.facebook.com/lacemirai

My cosplay ID is Lace Mirai <3

http://worldcosplay.net/member/LaceMirai

The problem with online shopping...

Hello, topic of interest today is: ONLINE SHOPPING. This topic is raised today due to the fact that I've spent almost half a million (or equivalent to +-$50 USD) Worth of electronic merchandise. Now ladies and gentlemen, if the product came out fine its not such a big deal.

50% OF THEM WERE NOT GOOD.

I mean I'm so pissed. I'm currently sick, so I'm having random mood swings. When my delivery arrived, I was like 'meh' and just started unpacking.

List of stuffs I ordered and the equivalent price:

1. Wifi Monopod (180k / USD$18)
2. Head phones + Lazy pod package deal (199k / USD$20)
3. 3in1 Clip on lenses (60k / USD$6)

(Trust me. Your equivalent to six bucks is super-duper big for me; Imma cheapskate.)

So what happened was the monopod sent was the normal one worth 90k ( USD$9), got only 2 lens instead of 3, and one of the headphone's err... ear pads? Is crooked.

I mean WTF? Did they even check? Damn. I'm currently filing a complaint ASAP right now. Hopefully that store will respond asap too (and no 1x24 hours returning policy bullshit either. We are working people bitxh!)

Sigh. I'm an impulse buyer, but this shop has been in my Instagram for a few months already! I mean come on! If they ain't treatin me well. I'm gonna swear them HARD.

YA DON'T CALL ME MSBEESTALKS FOR NUTHIN YO!

Soo, if things works out, y'all be seein ma new baybes soon!

XoXo!
And be careful OL SHOPPING!

-LACE

A 21 y/o useless rant about relationship

Hey.. Its been awhile,,, so, I think I'm really not good in managing my time... I would really like to keep this blog active but feels so lazy to do so D:

Work has been hectic, in atwo weeks, I'll get my IELTS Exam results and nay, or may not leave to Australia for my Graduate Diploma... #sigh

Flash News,,, my parents rejected my proposal to go on a holiday with my boyfriend... Therefore we will not meet for a whole YEAR! He's coming October though... Not that I am unhappy abt it...

I proposed for our 3rd anniversary (yesss! I dated him for 3 years already! muahahhahaha), that we go somewhere fancy, with the whole super smart clothing (cuz I rarely have events requiring me to use these kind of attire...) BUT, he got upset saying that now I am addicted to eating expensive stuffs D:

I mean it our anniversary right? And soon I'm gonna leave for a year,,, plus he didn't come to celebrate my birthday last July and he IS NOT coming again after October,,, so for me its an ALL-IN-ONE event (I know its not fair, but hey! We're girls)

#sigh #sigh #sigh

Oh well...

I'm back :D AGAIN and AGAIN

Good morning! Another beautiful day huh?

It's the last day of the school before the Aidil Fitri Holiday (or commonly known as Lebaran) 8D IMO, today is supposed to be a holiday, I presume that is why a lot of my students are absent. Pfft!

So! I made a resolution to update my Blog more since I am assigned as my work place's IT MARKETING officer! W00t! That's big!

My blog will consist of Make-Ups, Lifestyle, Travel, Fashion and Education. Well, Beauty & Fashion all knows, but Education will be about my daily life teaching in my workplace! Yahoo!

So if anyone's interested, the site is here!
http://australianschoolsacredheart.webs.com/

I know one day later, I won't be the person in charge anymore, but I really want to show some love for my Alma Mater. We may be small but I think slowly, people will start to understand we are not some cheap school that is worthless.

I'll be posting some flashbacks of the months I was absent and hopefully things will be better.

xoxox!
-Lace

Winter Interior Shopping :)

Hi! I'm sharing my recent...

 Winter Themed Interior Shopping =) 

Well, its not actually real 'winter' shopping since I live in a two season continent D'=

So these are what I got here at 

'ACE HARDWARE'

So these are just things I got as I was pulled in by my mom to buy her stuffs. We spent honestly A LOT. It was worth it though, in so many different ways. So my point on actually entering a blog post here is just to share some CUTE &UNIQUE (and some normal) things I bought! (>U<)/ <3 tee-hee!

1. Fabric Shaver>

I mean, WOW! That should be fun! I saw this in the store, and I remembered all those clothes I had with bits of it out worn out by machine washing. I hadn't try it yet, but I think it will be an epic adventure! I'll put up an entry maybe :DD

This works with a battery :)

2. Lint Roller>

I've been searching for this thing for months! 8D Since my boyfriend uses this back in my College days. (;A;) I miss him, ergh. Defying from topic-- This is so much useful to pick/stick up dirts, dusts and anything else away from your clothes! Like a pore pack! (8D) 

Okay, eww.

3. Vanilla Scented Candles > 

Candles. Let me make this straight. This thing smells fucking well but DO NOT lit them under AC influence! You have been warned! I swear, the smell is so delicious, but  I made a mistake by lighting them with the AC on, and I smell nothing. Candles are not that strong though. I completely forgot

4. Angel Flames>

Angel Flames; I'm really hoping my Boyfriend doesn't read this, cause its for his Surprise Birthday - Christmas - New Year; all in one! >U< This product promises colourful flames! I mean like how amazing! Doesn't help that my boyfriend nick name is Flame! You see? Flame is an Angel! #startingtorant #ohstopme

5. Star Christmas Decoration>

This is super pretty! I really want to hang things down from the ceilings! Way to start an early Christmas for this Taken but Single lady (;w;)

6. 5m Star Christmas Decoration> 

Now this is a 5 meters long Silver beads and stars. I plan on either draping them on the ceilings or hanging them down from the ceiling :)

7. Snowflake Mirror> 

Ohohohooooo~~~ This is the highlight product of the post! Snowflake mirrors! How cool izzat?! My mom bought it for her Christmas Project, and I completely fell in love. My plan is to hand them or paste them somewhere under my hanging bookshelf, on the side of my wardrobe of from the ceiling above my vanity! (>w<)/ <3

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So, err yeah. That's a full run down on my Winter Shopping =)

more updates when my father found a way to attach them to the ceilings and if my mom permits me to mutilate my room :) 

See you all!

xoxos

-Lace

Coloured Eyebrows, Yay or Nay?

So as the title suggested; Are coloured eyebrows a Yay? or a Nay? This question applies in daily life situations and not only limited to Cosplay events, etc.

Okay, This is so NOT for daily life situation...

nor this... Unless you have a greenish hair? I think?

So what I'm implying is that with my hair colour not treated very well, and I'm very lazy to dye it again and again every 1-2 months or so, I decided to play around with my eyebrow colours to match my hair shade. If you have my Instagram, you can browse and see there. If you don't, I'll have them posted here ( at least some...) :) 

This is not actually a vote of yay or nay, its more like something I'd like to share to the world (no matter how common it must be to the trend right now) but I'm never a Trend kind of girl. I chooses things which are out dated and I like it #hostparty #yay

So this is using a soft pink from my eye shadow palette (no brand) and my V.O.V brown eye shadow. I do not own an eyebrow pencil; sadly. but  I sure hope in near future I may be adept in using em :) 

This one is using an orange-ish colour from my eye shadow palette (No Brand). So this one is inspired by my orange-ish hair colour (which haven't been re-dyed yet) the point here is that since my hair colour changes a lot gradually, it doesn't hurt to actually test on eyebrow colours!

I'm no professional, but my aunt has been using eye shadows to colour her brows and it kinda sticks to me since I'm closer to her than my mom (Plus, my mom have super skinny eyebrows that she tattoo-ed) EW.

Okay, now see the differences with the normal eyebrow colour...

Now this uses V.O.V brown coloured eye shadow (therefore quite big' you must pardon this brows, its only my second month applying them, but well; practice makes perfect!)

and this one with Etude: Colour my Brows (Dark Brown) I need to make a review on that :) It's very easy to use and it gives a very thorough drawing of the brows...

So...

COMPARE!

It's on a different level but I hope you understand what I meant with: 

'The Fun of Experimenting with Eye Brow Colours!'

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3

Enough with my self-defense on Make-up :3

Adieu!

-Lace